I am tired of being unmotivated.
I am tired of being sick.
I am tired of not being the husband I should and could be.
I am tired of avoiding meaningful or needed conversations with my son in case I upset him.
I am tired of being befuddled 90% of the time.
I am tired of not trusting and not being trusted.
I am tired of pain.
I am tired of taking myself out of situations with friends and family because of weight and health issues.
I am tired of wearing the same few items of clothing over and over again because I don't want to buy even bigger clothing.
I am tired of not being able to verbalize what is going on and instead turning away from people who love me and just want to help.
I am tired of hearing "You can do it!"
I am tired of not being able to fully commit to work.
I am tired of waiting for something that may not come.
I am tired of failed attempts at improving myself.
I am tired of being "So Tired".
I am tired of being me.
I am just so very, very Tired.
