Saturday, December 30, 2017

The future is here

It's the end of 2017 and time for the inevitable reflection that comes with the closing of the year.  When I look back at the past 364 days I find myself both grateful and surprised.  Grateful for my family.  Lorraine continues to excel at her work and Harrison finished his studies at Fanshawe College, graduating from the Music Industry Arts program. Grateful for my friends.  So many of them celebrated their 50th in 2017.  And those that I have know the longest are very appreciated. Such a wonderful crew and so helpful and supportive.

I was surprised at how this year ended for myself.  Last January I found myself in another dark depression.  There was no satisfaction with what I was doing and that meant the rest of my life was affected.  In February, a good friend had a health crisis and I was diagnosed with shingles.  The beginning of March I came to the conclusion that I needed to see something positive happen in my life.  Something that I could control and know I could make happen.  So I joined Weight Watchers.  I decided to join the online community rather than go to meetings and it seemed to have some positive effect.  By the end of March I had lost almost 20 pounds.  People notice and that made me feel great.  So I kept it up.  I am happy to say that I am just short of 50 pounds lost (would have made it to 50 if it wasn't for the last two weeks.) and I feel great.

As the pounds came off I realized that my success meant that I could try to change something else about my life.  Over the year I had begun listening to more and more podcasts.  I started to formulate a plan.  I wanted to create a site where listeners could go and find Atlantic Canadian podcasts. I would produce podcasts as well.  So, August 31 I left the job I was in and applied to get into a business program through Employment Nova Scotia.  I was excepted in November and have begun a daunting journey of business creation.  That was a big surprise.  I never thought of owning a business but here I am.

It's wonderful to start a new year with so much to look forward to.  I don't know what the next 12 months and 1 day will bring but it excites me when I think about it.  I hope that if you find yourself in a fit of depression this New Years eve I hope that you remember my story and give yourself a chance to make that much needed change in your life.

Happy New Year from myself and my family.  See you next year.